Have you ever thought about killing yourself?

I mean like life kicks you on the balls and you could hardly breathe and you just wish you would die. Every once in a while we get screwed for no reason right? And we struggle to get out, but it seems that somehow we are being pushed to square one. That’s when we get really frustrated yet we know we can’t do anything about that so we just want to quit. I know you all know what I’m about to say, that aint an escape but have you ever really thought about killing yourself seriously?? I mean like questioning yourself “what the hell is behind the curtains?”, what is after this life?

I don’t like to think about stuff like that, that makes me get confused and all, and I don’t believe there is a reason for me to even think about those kind of things. Yet one of my friends got my wheels turning on this, is it just an illusion or Is it just real? Cause if we try to think in a silent room with our eyes closed about ourselves, “where were we before we were born? Where the hell will out thoughts and mind be when we die?” we get a headache (well I did and the one who told me to test it out did) cause we just can’t believe we (our intellect this great mind and reasoning brain with its thoughts) would come to an end.

I know it’s a bit scary to Question about issues related to faith, but isn’t it high time someone just open up a place where we could go and openly ask questions and clarify our doubts without having the fear of being prosecuted. I mean c’mon you can’t stop us from thinking at least have the decency to sit down like man and talk about it.

Yeah I’m too happy to talk about things like this, and this blog post have nothing much about the heading , but these thoughts got me really thinking, its too happy to live what happens after this than???